Hi everyone,
first of all thanks everyone for making this forum exist.
I had been searching for help through conventional medicine since about 15 years, with little results, for what seems to be a strange kind of Lyme disease / zoonosis.
It's been now 5 months since i've had my first kambo sessions with an excellent healer.
7 dots on left arm - Hardcore purging, don't really understand, not so much of a healing.
- 25 days -
9 dots on right arm - A short but effective introspective vision, beginning of the healing.
- 25 days -
11 dots on left arm - Healing improvement.
1,5 month -
13 dots on right arm - Stabilizating the healing.
1,5 month later I've decided to apply it myself : 9 little dots on left arm, just some normal purge but not the real thing, 30 minutes later I applied 15 normal dots on my right arm, that was the real awesome thing.
Now I feel like I'm healed from physical symptoms, but I'm discovering some kind of psychological symptoms that were totally hidden by the physical symptoms.
My issue now is that I really have trouble sleeping : my brain can't stop thinking about everything, and when I finally take some benzos to rest a bit, I have dreamless sleep and wake up even more tired.
Sananga+rapé seems to help a bit about dreamless sleep but I just can't switch my brain off at night.
I'm taking a lot of herbs (valerian, houblon, melatonin, passiflora, millpertuis...) and it helps only a little.
I'm going to keep on self-applying kambo because it's healing me a lot, but I'm beginning to consider attacking psychological issues. First I began thinking about Iboga but I'm afraid it won't help my insomnias, and I'm not addicted to anything. Now I'm considering Ayahuasca, any advice welcomed
Already took a lot of LSD/mushrooms when I was young, but in a recreational way.
Have a nice and intense healing
