hi there...
so i did my initiation few days ago... my meeting with sapo happened earlier than i would ever imagine...
i had the chance to get in contact with giovanni that gave me one of his student's phone number and the day after i was in treatment
he works on a different way than i was used to see on videos and pics i've seen recently
he gives the treatment with micro-dots ( burns are about a thin incense size )... i don't really know the way it influences the experience compared to regular burns but it was fine for me...
so first day was a 7 dots dosing ... first purge came quickly and i had to drink more to help with the other ones... but after few pukes more... has i had the feeling that the purge was not total but over (i puked only water at the end not the regular yellow liquid coming from deep) so 5 min after pukes , i got rest on matress (very helpfull) with the feeling that i didn't go until the end of the process.. but didn't know why... maybe my comitment or my organism or the dosing i will never know.. anyway i decided to go back to sapo (but not the same day) ... something quiet funny , i got up maybe 15 min later quiet fit and not with the frog face compared to the others that were with me (they even asked me if i was used to take kambo for breakfast)...
but my throat stayed inflated till the next day (sorry if it's not the proper word) if it happed to some of you don't worry it pass away
second day ... i received a 11 micro-dots dosage i was scared but it was ok !!! purge was total (very yellow ) and easy... the nausea was very strong but ok as well... like the day before , 15 min later i was up to help with the others that were hurling...
one hour later i asked for a second one ... i had five more dots and he used the first ones as well so it was a 16 dots' treatment ...
this time i had to defacate witch didn't happen for the two first treatments... i puked as well (quiet clear) and then i spent 10 minutes observing the nausea and the body sensations ... then i got up to play drum for the others that were living it harder than me... ( i can say now that music and chants helped and supported the process ... something i have to investigate more
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.... the next day i was very fit for doing my tasks and was happy ... this feeling last the day after as well and it fade yesterday...
so now... i wonder...
i have many questions regarding to my first meeting.... concerning the dosage and the efficiency of the treatment... about the way i reacted to it.... if i will understand what happened and what my cleanse was about...
i wonder how long does it take to integrate this experience and to understand the profits of such a treatment... i wonder if i'm very tolerant with this medicine or if it loved me and made it easy ?
what i can say is that i felt a very pleasant and loving presence/energy when i went to bed the nights of treatments .. could it be kambo spirit...
many questions my friends... and as it's not easy to write in english i doubt i'll ever be able to ask them....
one question is important to ask to experienced ones :
with my previews first experiences with medecines like ayahuasca... it took me about a month to begin to understand what happened to me and what i lived... so i wanted to know if it could be the same with kambo... that needs time to diffuse the lessons and benefits and fully integrate the whole experience....
one thing is sure... it's divine... and i can't wait to meet sapo again to keep on investigating with
sorry my post is a bit chaotic cause i'm interrogative and it's easier to speak than to write...
i'm gonna takepart in sanpedro ceremonie next week so i'll see if it helps to prepare body and mental for this work...
hope to hear from you how was your first inititiation ... to help understanding mine !!!
cheers
