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What is panema?

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n3ur0h@ck:
Hi, I want to start a topic on this. Basically the idea is to let people post their ideas on what panema is, in general and specifically to oneself. So please post your view on this.

n3ur0h@ck:
So I will go first.

Panema means something like 'bad luck'. This can be anything, mostly something in life that comes to you, but is beyond your control. It can be accident(s), disease or any other form of happening that distracts you being centered and living life. It's consequences are mostly in the form of depression and spiraling down the negative vortex.

For me it was, and still is, being confronted with things that doesn't make sense. I had some very strange taxes to pay, which gave years of work to get rid of. Or I meet people with very bad vibes days after another on different places and times. Basically I feel like I'm unconsciously driven to be on the bad place and the wrong moment. Whatever may be the bad luck, it ranges from bureaucratic issues to personal incidents in all forms.

It made me believe I am not worthy and this life is a punishment. Mostly because I couldn't distill any clear lessons from these seemingly random, but persisent occurances of bad luck. They were a torment because living in a society with people having a job, education and social life - I saw myself increasingly fall into a gutter cause those things were contiunally obstructed by this panema.

Until I came to learn kambo (and in turn iboga), it were 12 longs years of this.

So this is how I view panema right now.

Kambogahuasca Panacea:
For me it is a message to wake up and parallel with healing crisis.  I'm quite eclectic in including every possible cause for why it occurs from time to time or for long durations, basically anything and everything and not one thing.  I know for sure that unless I take the complete and utter responsibility for what is occuring then I will not be able to get through the issue.  If any fingers are being pointed and blame is happening then the panema will continue.  Until one is able to take full responsibility for all of their problems and issues then they will have no ability to deal with panema. 

It can occur from such a vast range of possibilities and that is my understanding of life, it's everything.  Overall I see panema as a great wake up call and acknowledgement to not take life for granted, to not take people for granted and so on and so forth.

Interesting enough I am having panema in the form of a strange sickness or virus currently.  Because I haven't been sick in 2 years it is also humiliating.  I can look at the range of possibilites for the cause and see that every one of them created an effect.  But overall it is that I was not being conscious enough in my waking life to fully appreciate life itself. 

Finally I have the energy today and will power to deal with this sickness or panema head on whereas for the past 2 days I went to work got through it and did very little to deal with my panema.  So today I will get home and attack with a variety of cleansing methods leading up to an intensive Kambo ceremony.  Hopefully it will work out for the best and I can realize the miss takes I was making and choose to do better for myself and those around me. 

Kambogahuasca Panacea:
Bye bye Panema.  One good Kambo ceremony reinforces my faith in this ultimate of healing modality, IMO.  I feel like a different person today, healed at a deep level.  Yesterday I was sick and walking like an old man, today I'm happy and dancing with a zest for life.  I had asked Giovanni about my condition.  Upon the recent visit of my love I had spent my seed, so I followed his protocol.  I thought I would share with others his advice as I find it extremely relevant...


--- Quote ---If your energy is low, kambo is the great medicine, my advise is to provide a serie of kambo treatments to yourself: 4-5 kambo sessions in 4-5 days. Every day in the morning one sessions. Give yourself time enough to reload your energy between two sessions. If you need 2 days of break in between respect the time  your body needs to rest before provide a new treatment. At any Kambo session increase the number of points and get closer to the heart, you could start by burning yourself on the extremeties, feet, legs, hands and getting closer at any session to the heart. At any session use more parts of the body  where to place the medicine. for instance legs, arm, spine, shoulders, chest. This wakes up a larger energy field through the body, try yourself and you will see the difference.

You can use the kidney meridian to place the medicine.
During the 4-5 days kambo session, eat what your body asks you to eat, avoid to overeat or to eat something your body doesn't need.

I hear from you,
Giovanni
--- End quote ---

n3ur0h@ck:
I would like to go deeper into this subject. Especially because I am so full-on into this. It's very important to sort this out...

There are different kinds of panema I guess. It's a word that bundles a collection of different afflictions and conditions. Physical sickness is the most profound and easy to address. Next there is a kind of emotional/ mental panema as grief, depression, shame & guilt and hardheaded thoughtpatterns.

Then there's a kind of spiritual panema. That's the one I would like to address here, in this post. It's the one that feels like I'm dealing with it most. People so often tell me just think positive and be happy - it'll all be okay. But the thing is that some things just happen, whatever you think or believe. The real is raw and doesn't conform to pretty thoughts and desires.

My guess is that there are two kinds of decisions that are being made by you: The conscious and unconscious one's. You bear responsibiltity for both. But you can only be blamed for the conscious one's.

Some people are just dumb lucky bastards. They just have to walk somewhere and boom there's a pot of gold waiting for them. The opposite of this is that you walk into a pile of shit, whatever you think or want to do. These are unconscious decisions.

What I want to say is that whatever people may believe, living in the 21th century, there are still people who are being attacked every day by this kind of panema. They didn't ask for it, nor are they guilty of something for they are being punished.
I have come to believe that it is the collective ignorance of humanity that creates these 'clouds of hungry ghosts, damned souls that have no rest and remember'. They come to some, whatever they are being chosen for.

It wouldn't be such a big deal if the general populacy would take some responsibility for their actions, but since they don't - someone must take the consequences. And that's how spiritual panema becomes agony beyond words.
If you are under attack from it day in, night out, you'll learn to fight.... and to accept as it is. There's no escaping it, just facing it and hope of belief it won't kill you - only make you stronger.

Sometimes I see a bigger picture and a way that it will work out. The one thing it already has done to me, or for me, is that I am no longer capable of taking part of this society we live in, at least not in the ignorant way. My eyes will never shut again from the raping we've done to this earth. I would rather die in agony than live the sweet bliss of ignorance that is so forced up your throat these days...

Man... I feel like an old man at times. I often speak to my last grandmother about it. It's in the family so to say. I work with that. By asking the right questions I adress the unconscious and engage it in sorting out. That is my weapon besides Kambo here.

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