in my belief system all mental illness is the seed of uncultivated(or miscultivated) enlightenment.

i would say you should first start practicing acupressure with these systems (http://www.iama.edu/Graphics/8Extraordinary/YinYangWeiMo.htm) you want to google seach point your working with and look for images showing the bones in relation to the point it makes it much more reliable for finding the points to use the bones as finger guides. you know you hit the point when other muscles recoil with the urge to stop pressing

i would then once familiar with the bodies meridians and points move onto applying essential oils mixed in olive oil or another carried oil to the meridians and points, there is a thread here ware i shared the EO-meridians table of what oils to put on what meridian pairs, then after you become familiar with balancing and clearing all meridians with oils and acupressure THEN i would advise THINKING about looking to IDEALLY undergo kambo treatment followed possibly by the potential idea of LOOKING INTO self kambo application.

i am more than certain you may not require something as drastic healing as kambo and its quite possible EO or acupressure could very possibly bring you to a state well being that you find satisfactory.

lucid dreaming is something you should very seriously consider, as a first line treatment for all mental illness.

one thing you can do is make a hotmail account and make a sky drive account and upload the pictures there and post links to the pictures or albums here.

this is an amazing thread

today for my first kambo experience i will be trying probably 1-3 dots on the points next to my nipple and possibly as well on the end point of that meridian

i plan on doing PAPA KAMBO MAMA

i plan to use around 500mg-750mg iboga, as 250mg was quite potent for me i dont feel confident jumping up to 1g

the reason i put MAMA at the end is i like you KP have been raised into the strong familiarity with the mother, i do plan to reverse the order in future ceremonies

fennel contains methyl chavicol (and things to help activate it) witch is the primary psychedelic compound in sweet basil oil.

i find especially when taken after certain inhibitor vitamins and oils both fennel and basil oil dramatically improve the overall quality of my vision in a long term manner not just during the experience.

during the vision becomes astoundingly clear and strong, afterword my vision is permanently better but not as strong as during, but it is cumulative so if you keep using it and letting it wear off you eventually get the astounding vision permanently after it wears off.

fennel, cardamom, anise, and aniseed are supposed to balance chakras 2 and 6. 

6 is heavily tied to vision this makes sense.

the way it improves vision long term makes it feel like before trying it you had grit in your eye that you could not see but the irritation was hindering your vision, it takes less effort to exert visual concentration.

it should be very potent since when i make it i use weak maoi like resveratrol, quercetin, gotu kola, rhodila rosea, black pepper and turmeric and these weak maoi combined cause extremely strong effects when taken 15 minutes before 5-MeO DMT mixed into lecithin in a capsule,

this tells me when you try this with a harmala maoi you will get very potent effects.

i also smoke 5-MaO dmt once i can feel the capsule.

i use balsam fir needle EO to increase my sensitivity to the 5-MeO dmt and it prevents almost all nausea

the thing is KP even if none of kambo or its metabolites are cycled the things kambo causes your body to release i am almost certain can be cycled, this i have a very strong sensation is why cycling is so powerful because even the things that cannot be cycled can still benefit from cycling because it will cycle the things the drug causes your body to release.

cycling goes hand in hand with healing, especially the difficult healing like kambo, iboga, aya and others because these things will take your bodies drug system that is ravaged by doing drugs and it will not only set it back to healthy it will push it into above 100% THIS is why most people aren't very receptive to some of my ideas because they are not aware they are not at 100% and they are genuinely convinced you cannot go beyond 100% health.

when you do the difficult healing it causes benefits that come afterwords that last many weeks often, THIS all these benefits can be cycled, because these stronger healers improve the efficiency of your system at creating and using its internal drugs and since these natural compounds will be raising you will be able to notice them more ware before you probably never noticed them, then combine that with cycling and these internal compounds start to out-compete the external compounds.

to sum up: there are only a handful of neurotransmitters the body uses to carry out is various functions, almost every compound causes its effects by altering these neurotransmitters in some way, the vast majority of the neurotransmitters can be cycled.

we should test the cycle-ability of the neurotransmitters then from their we will know tons of compounds that would benefit from cycling

"other than the negligible Phalaris Arundinacea"

this is actually a myth, various phalaris species contain amazingly different compounds, there are a few secrets to phalaris that the brave keep secret, the grasses in general have a few tricks that make them comparable to or more than traditional sources of various tryptamines.