Very interesting, I wonder what the black stuff was. I wonder where it came from too. A 2 hour ordeal, my God. Don't think I could handle that (well I could because I wouldn't have a choice lol). The hard part of my experiences have only lasted 15 minutes so far. Next new moon, I'm going to use the rest of the medicine on the stick I got and will probably try the auricular approach. I'm hoping align with the spirit of the frog.

I read that kambo doesn't actually enter the blood stream, but rather it reaches receptors under the skin then gets transported through the body via the lymphatic system. Some on dmt-nexus claimed that he tried applying kambo to an open wound but didn't feel any significant effects. Next time I do kambo, I'm going to use ethanol instead of water to prepare the kambo. I'll see what effect that has then I'll try a mixture of ethanol and water. Only problem there is that the closest thing I have to pure ethanol is what I distilled from methylated spirits which has some methanol (which is pretty toxic) in it so I might try with rubbing alcohol (isopropanol) instead.

I have the same theory that water is essential for the peptides to reach the skin, thats why I think there is probably plenty of medicine left over after each application. Besides brownian motion, theres nothing attracting the water (which contains the peptides) to your skin so the majority of the water evaporates, leaving the peptides behind in the jelly.

My father is an occultist and when I moved to his city, I hung around with him for quite a bit and I noticed that I was gradually losing the willpower to do anything. I assumed this was just my own personal weakness but my brother and his friend who I was living with claimed that the same thing was happening to them. They had no contact with my father at all so it was somehow spreading from me to them. They were gradually feeling like they couldn't do anything. Thats pretty bizarre, is this clear evidence that there was something spiritual involved? My father most likely considers me an ally but hes very psychologically messed up and hes claimed that he has entities attached to him. I used to be relatively lucky until I met my father when I was 15, then after that I started gradually becoming unlucky. I suspect that this is the very thing that some call panema. Whether there is someone or something intentionally and consciously causing it or not I have no idea but I've been slowly recovering from it since I moved back to my old country and lost contact with my father but I still haven't fully recovered. Over the course of two days, I applied 7 dots (2 very large ones) to my left arm. I'm feeling a lot stronger spiritually now but I think I should do it again, next new moon. My brother has had serious problems which I suspect are spiritual ones, I would like to help him with it if possible. My intentions are purely altruistic in this case so I think the kambo will allow me to do it to my brother.

What would you recommend for this? Would 3 x 3 dot applications on the left arm over the course of a day or two suffice? I don't want to scare my brother away from kambo by applying too many dots his first time so i'll definitely start with 3 but maybe ramp it up to 5.

Thanks for informing me about that. In my case, its very hard to tell whether I'm forcing it or not. I don't have to put any effort into it but next time I'll resist the urge until I can't hold it anymore, like what happened during my 3rd experience.

lol, I like your routine. I'm quite fond of the toilet while on kambo myself too. I don't think I could remain standing for very long while on kambo, the toilet is perfect because its so low. This is the first time you overheated and started sweating? This has happened to me every time so far. I live in Ireland which doesn't get very hot, interesting that it only happened to you on 9 dots. Maybe I'm much more susceptible to the medicine than you. Or maybe your body just regulates temperature better. With a resting pulse like that, you must be pretty fit. I have a blood pressure testing device myself but I don't think I'd have the willpower to operate it while intoxicated. Today was my 3rd experience too and it was a lot like what you described. Why don't you try making yourself purge next time?   I did that today and I felt much better afterwards. I have a hiatal hernia so vomiting is very easy for me but I hear other people can do it by touching their tonsils with their finger. My voluntary purging wasn't enough though, about 10 minutes later severe nausea hit me and I threw up bile until there was absolutely nothing left to purge. I felt way better after that and felt this calmness that you described. I think maybe I'm having an easier time with kambo because I'm voluntarily purging when the agony gets too intense. I waited until around 10 minutes had passed before doing it today and the first 10 minutes were hell but it was relatively smooth sailing after that.

I notice that once I start vomiting, it becomes uncontrollable but before that, I can resist it. Before stepping up to 11 dots, I recommend you practice inducing vomiting then try it while on kambo and I bet that once you start, you will purge the entire contents of your stomach and small intestine and feel way better afterwards. This calmness you described, I only get that after purging, all my time up until then is spent rolling around in agony. The nauseating feeling is your body telling you to purge, you just have to go ahead and do it.

It has quite a distinct smell that will forever remind me of my kambo experiences.

Thanks a lot KIAP, that puts my mind at ease. I'm going to put my absolute faith in the spirit of the medicine this time (my 3rd and final time before seeing Giovanni).