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next time you do kambo ... you can pray his spirit and ask him to help you with this specific issues and to give you the force to deal with .. well you certainly did ... but if you did not give it a try ... sincerly...

i could observe that kambo is effective with bad habits including psychological ones...

I took your advice and just did two large dots on each ear in much different spots.  It was more intense than doing six on each ear, but these are new points.  I will share the results in a few days.  The weird thing about this one is that even during the intense part I was yawning a lot.  I applied to the nervousness point and tranquilizer point on each ear, big ass dots.  This is the chart that I used:

http://www.google.com/imgres?um=1&hl=en&sa=N&biw=1280&bih=601&tbm=isch&tbnid=Yr2fXZKKgFDuOM:&imgrefurl=http://www.yinyanghouse.com/theory/auricular/acupuncture_chart&docid=0XOmhSjgbk4wWM&imgurl=http://www.yinyanghouse.com/images/fullear.gif&w=468&h=606&ei=BTJfUODcNIKe8QSSrYCwBQ&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=219&vpy=224&dur=1344&hovh=256&hovw=197&tx=131&ty=91&sig=117381494422855761958&page=1&tbnh=142&tbnw=99&start=0&ndsp=15&ved=1t:429,r:1,s:0,i:83

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Last night I was in a parking lot after an NA meeting and was talking to my sponsor about things.  I was a bit antsy because I wanted to get home to do the kambo that had finally arrived.  During our conversation he mentioned that he was having lunch with some other addicts and the whole topic of God came up.  He ended up saying "I don't know, for all I know God is a damn frog."

We really ended on that note and I went home and did the kambo.  I told him that he had no idea how crazy it was that he said that and that I would eventually tell him why, but we were both eager to leave.

Anyway, I did the same 6 points on each ear, only this time the dots were fairly large.  It was intense, but no purge.  I decided to struggle and put 3 dots on my upper arm and the purge came....from both ends and it HURT. 

The experience was cleansing and great overall, but this is the first time that I woke up with that hangover feeling from doing kambo.  My energy is now slowly building, but this morning was a slow start.

I am truly convinced that this is a very magical substance, moreso than most others.  The benefits are incredible.  I mean I was smoking again for awhile (quit last Saturday), using benzos in mass quantities and things have still continued to improve in my life and it usually is jump started by a good kambo session.  I haven't been sick in a while and my candida issues are clearing up.  I think the kombucha is really helping with that.

The only thing the kambo hasn't helped me with is the desire to use benzos.  I am not in a bad place and not abusing them, but I still use them, particularly at work or to sleep.  I feel the kambo corrected problems resulting from years of hardcore opiate use, but it doesn't want to hit that underlying issue for my desire to use benzos.  I guess the desire to escape self at times is so powerful that not much can be done about it.  That is why I like 12-step meetings.  At least it keeps me heading in the right direction and I am surrounded by people who have overcome a great deal; some more than others.

Kambo healing abound!  If this substance is used properly it can perform what the layperson would consider to be miracles.  I am not sure why scientists want to isolate peptides and all that (well yeah I am, $$$$$$$$), but kambo works best in its natural synergistic form.

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General Discussion / Re: Help with KAMBO and Sourcing
« on: September 18, 2012, 11:40:15 AM »
Yeah, I just wanted to see what it was like to order direct from one of the vendors.  Next time I will order from that someone a little closer for sure.

All is well for the most part.  Hope all is well in your neck of the woods as well.

Peace.

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Perfect, thanks ;)

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As Gurdjeff said, conscious effort and voluntary suffering make the difference between an ordinary person and a spiritual warrior.

Can you explain exactly what that means to you?  I am just curious.  I respect Gurdjieff and Ouspensky, but not like I do Ramana Maharshi, Meher Baba, Krishnamurti, Peace Pilgrim, Meister Eckhart, Francis of Assisi and the poets - Khalil Gibran, Rumi, Hafiz and so many more.  I think they were all saying/doing the same thing, but Gurdjieff was a little different...not a bad thing though.  His writings are interesting and he is one of the few that can lose me.

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Kambo & Rapé / Nu-Nu Snuff / Singado internasal tea / Re: Nu-nu
« on: September 17, 2012, 02:30:37 PM »
And please don't get the wrong impression, I am not saying that I can do naturally what these people do on Nu-nu, not at all.  I am just saying that it is possible and that I am certain that a time will come when it will be possible to do at will.  It won't come through force of will, but rather spiritual growth through the combined use of the 12-steps (which include prayer and meditation) and the conservative use of entheogens.

I have had many a spiritual experience, but these are not usually anything that I make happen.  It is a part of who I am, and who that is I DON'T YET KNOW.  I think "I" have to die to know, not in the physical sense.  I think God wants me (ego) dead so that I may be one of the creators many perfect conduits.  Lots of purifying to go for this filthy bastard!

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Kambo & Rapé / Nu-Nu Snuff / Singado internasal tea / Re: Nu-nu
« on: September 17, 2012, 02:04:30 PM »
Do opiates make your SP episodes more frequent too?

Yes, way more frequent, but I still get them from time to time.

Thats exactly what I was thinking when I read your reply involving SP. I was gonna start a thread on this but couldn't find the right forum so may as well just talk about it here as its relevant to nu-nu. You say it doesn't happen by will but do you know any triggers that might indirectly lead to it happening? I relax in SP always now. My SP used to be extremely intense, my whole body would vibrate violently and I'd be bombarded by hallucinations, now sometimes I don't even notice that I'm in SP until I go to move and realise I'm paralysed. 

When it happens, is there a silver cord that attaches your etheric double to your body? I read a good few accounts of people claiming to have astral traveled and they all say theres a silver cord. Interestingly, people with NDEs often claim to have similar experiences but there is no silver cord. My father has clinically died twice (once of a heroin OD, once in an intentional car crash) and he says after the car crash, he was floating above his body watching the doctors putting his eye back into his head and resuscitating him with the defibrillators. After I started taking xanax, I no longer get sleep paralysis regularly. I'm hoping that when this withdrawal has fully subsided, I'll start getting it again.

I don't think those are hallucinations, more real than what we consider real, but that's a matter of opinion.  The vibration is extremely intense and the last part to release from the physical is at the head area.  The feet float up first and so on and so forth and sometimes I can't/don't break free at the head....but when I do it's time to travel and move through "solid" objects, fly miles upon miles (even into space) and all sorts of crazy shit like looking at your own body as you stand next to your bed....oh yeah it is all very possible and is a trip.  A teacher told me that when one starts to master this going back and forth in time is no big deal.  I think the nu-nu allows them to release from the body and travel forward in time to see the location of animals for the hunt, or even see the hunt.

There are a lot of people on the planet right now who can do this sort of stuff without any substances.  I am one (but am a rookie for sure since I am just getting the awareness) and I have come into contact with several.  I like how my first teacher friend put it, "there is only one consciousness, just different levels of awareness".  Right on.

As for SP, I don't know how to trigger it, but there are books on it and I have heard of others who do know the methods. 

I haven't seen the silver cord, only felt its pull.  Check out Ecclesiastes 12:6.

Benzos don't stop my SP.

So all this is exciting, but as I learned from one very experienced in these matters it is just the tiny tip off a massive iceberg and the more effort that I put into trying to cultivate these things the more I am just pushing and struggling instead of being in the moment and enjoying the journey.  I think most of the important things, e.g. spiritual awakening, happen on their own time.

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General Discussion / Re: Help with KAMBO and Sourcing
« on: September 16, 2012, 11:16:40 AM »
How long does it take for kambo.nu orders to arrive in the States?  I placed the order on September 5th or 6th, nothing yet.

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Kambo & Rapé / Nu-Nu Snuff / Singado internasal tea / Re: Nu-nu
« on: September 16, 2012, 11:12:52 AM »
I don't know, but that anima is the same thing that I mentioned when talking about sleep paralysis and the etheric double.  If you have regular bouts of SP, you don't need nu-nu, just learn how to exit the body.  I can't do it consciously anymore, it is automatic.  There was a time though when I had to learn how to exit the body.

This stuff doesn't happen by my will and not that often, but it happens and I have second hand accounts as I visited my dad and brother on two seperate nights and I was able to tell them every minor detail about what they were doing at the time and neither of them liked that.  They were skeptical at first, but agreed that it was just too much detail to be BS.

I don't put much stock in age, but all this stuff didn't start happening in a positive way until I was about 28.

Lately, I have been lucid and conscious of travel to the "underworld" so to speak.  When it is time to go the body literally pulls you up and it is a strange ride.

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I enjoy most of the experience, other than the minute or two before the initial purge.  Honestly, I really like the crazy feelings for most of that 30 minute experience.  I can't tell you why, for I don't know.

Kambo isn't shit compared to the initial sleep paralysis episodes earlier on in life (of which you are familiar).  BTW, when you relax enough during those experiences you can allow your etheric double to "float" right up out of your body and you can travel around the astral planes.  Have you experienced this?  I have probably had sleep paralysis 1,000 or more times since I was a youngin' and I didn't master it until about 2 years ago.  It can be turned into a wonderful experience.

Kambo isn't shit compared to acute opiate withdrawal, it is like a day on the beach compared to being in a straight jacket locked in a padded cell.

Liver poisining which I had one time due to OD of acetaminophen was the worst of all the experiences that I've ever had.  That was hell.

So anyway, there are aspects of the kambo experience that I enjoy, the feeling of being cleansed, the tingling and vibrating all through and around my body and the serenity that follows.  Next time I do it I plan to do 6 (half) dots on each ear and 5 dots on the upper arm, I'll let you know how I feel after I do that one.  If I am feeling froggy (no pun intended), I may apply even more.  If I am not purging I can stand up and move around ime thus far, so applying more dots shouldn't be too difficult.

YOU ARE A WARRIOR JUST FOR DOING THIS!  Courage isn't the absence of fear, but rather pushing through the fear to do what needs to be done.

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Precautions / Re: Not overdoing it with the burns
« on: September 16, 2012, 10:48:51 AM »
Every time I have done it to myself the scars have disappeared entirely.  It is only when someone else applied it that I was left with permanent scars in a location that is often exposed (ankle area).  The person applying the burns most definitely did so much harder and longer than I do, but I think part of the reason for the permanent scarring is that location is more prone to it. 

I have applied 17 dots (other than on ears) and have one slight scar that is barely visible on my upper arm.  It was the first dot and I burned and pressed for like 4 seconds.  It is also 2-3x larger than it should've been.  Seriously though, it is barely noticeable, therefore I would conclude that location of the burns plays a major role in the likelihood of scarring.

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Application / Re: Why on the new moon?
« on: August 29, 2012, 10:13:16 AM »
I like that theory...and I also like how you admit to it being an idea rather than some rigorous standard that must be upheld.  There are no rigorous standards in this game, only best practices imo.

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Also, Giovanni said that he does not even use burns most of the time, but rather magnets and mini-needles.  There are exceptions depending on the severity of the condition.

I am all for burns only because I have applied a total of 18 to my ears and there is absolutely no trace of them anymore.  Only thing is, once you make the burns they are difficult to see, hence the patience and steadiness when doing this.

Let us heal together my friend.

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The burns definitely do not need to be very big.  You will feel the medicine enter your system with intensity from the ear....I must say it is a rush.  It is not the same as applying anywhere on the body, that's for sure.

I printed the picture, used the bathroom mirror and definitely pulled on my ears a little.  That is all secondary to the fact that I went very slow and patiently administered the (small) burns and applied the medicine.

I would be interested to hear how this goes, although I hope you target different points for benzo PAWS.  If you are successful, then I will probably copy you and do the same thing.  If I am struggling with anything now it is GABA related as I am quite certain my opiate receptors are in ship shape INCREDIBLY after 7 years of hard abuse.  I sent you a PM about my GABA issues.  Hopefully you have some good advice :)

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I love to ear these interesting results ; thank you.

GOOD ONE!

So I had been smoking about a pack a day for several weeks.  I broke all of the cigs I had prior to applying the kambo.  The actual kambo experience was more difficult than the 6 points on each ear this past Friday.  I went outside and felt apart of the natural surroundings as my head pounded.  I could really intensely feel the medicine getting in through the burns and it BURNED.

I woke up this morning feeling like crap.  I convinced myself that I needed a smoke and after one inhalation I was buzzed like never before...seriously.  Throughout the day I started feeling a lot better and only smoked 7 cigs (not even 1/4 of it each time), therefore my nicotine tolerance had dropped significantly.  I am still feeling quite alright, but mornings are rough on me.  I am supposed to be in PAWS right now and I guess there are some lingering symptoms, however that first experience hitting all the right points for NADA heroin detox protocol really gave me the upper hand.  I just made it through my first 2 days of work (and was productive) clean from drugs after over 6 years.

As for the smoking, I'll just have to stop like every other time in the past when I started to really feel the negative effects.

Auricular kambopuncture is quite effective.

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