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Hello, Everybody :)
I just got some wonderful Sananga Eye drops during my recent trip to brazil.
They have been helping me in many ways, Improved intuition , Energy Levels, Meditation, Vision and also Hearing. I usually have some loss of hearing and these seem to help that ..
I was wondering if anyone had any information on if it is safe to use Sananga everyday for one month. Or any information on dosing would help ! The guy I bought them from said the maximum is 3x per day,  I usually just need 1 time per day. He also said they would lose potency after 3 months in the fridge, so that's why I want to use they quickly because I have two bottles.
Thanks in advance

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Kambo & Iboga / My Iboga Experience
« on: September 14, 2014, 09:31:15 PM »
Hi,
I thought I would share this here.
I know there is a site dedicated for Iboga that may be more appropriate, it has been over a week since I signed up and still have not received confirmation to join that site.

First I would like to thank everyone on here for the knowledge that they have shared , I truly believe it has helped to save my life.

I was called to the spirit of Iboga rather drastically , and once reading about it I became instantly obsessed as I do with most things in my life. This was especially bad and I was constantly reading and searching for information instead of being productive and doing things I needed for myself.
I am going to avoid telling the part of the story on how I obtained the Iboga, but during that process I was visited by a few angels who predicted near future events in the form of poetry , numbers, and stories.

The start.

Thursday at 2:30 pm - I ingested 2 grams of TA rootbark , and layed down to meditate.
3:30 pm -  I entered a dream like state. Do not recall much to go into any detail. Got up and felt physically uncoordinated. Took the 2nd half of my dose another 2 Grams of Iboga TA.

After taking my second and final dose, I layed down in my friend (sitters ) bed and she brought her labtop in the room. She played some bwiti music for me.
I tried to provoke some more images but they did not come. There was a strong mental block. The main sensation was feeling alone, bothered by the intensity of the music and disabled. A sensation that I was forcing myself to accept.
This lasted for what I perceive to be a few hours.

Something provoked me to get off the bed. I felt engulfed. The bed seemed to get bigger and softer and to be swallowing me, slowly draining my life force as time passed by very slowly. I was aware and powerless.

Upon laying on the floor my friend came in and she asked me how I felt. - I explained that I thought something went wrong. At the time there was a very severe ringing in my ears, and my head was pounding.

Then the most violent, disturbing vomiting occured that I have ever experienced. She claims very little vomit actually came out, and it did not smell as bad as I thought.
I felt my organs shaking. My insides were being twisted and rattled, similar to the rattle of the music. Every vomit brought an extreme amount of pressure and pain to my brain.
Then I felt as if my head was cracked open, and the upper left part of my brain had a knot tied into it. I could see , feel  and hear this knot. I could also feel that in this knot lied all of my old fears, habits, negativity and parts of my self that I ignored and never dealt with that were causing me to waste my life and not live to my full potential.
This gave me mixed emotions, but mostly sad that I had to learn such a harsh lesson, and I felt like a waste and shame to my friends and family. 
I slept on the floor alone after this and did not talk at all.

7:30 am friday morning -

my vital signs were very low.
 My skin felt grey, hard and dead.
My heart had a very low beat.
I smelled like a dead person.
My eyes lost all life. This was the most scary part.
I lost the life in my voice and tone.
I still had no coordination. this part I was expecting.
I did not cry but I was very upset and sad with myself.
I realized most of my life had been a waste , and felt very shameful.
I was at the realization that I would probably die that day. If not then that week.
If not that week then lose my job and life , because I would not be a normal competent, functioning human surviving in this world.
-
9:30 am

My friend and love , who was my sitter started to get closer to me.
Everywhere she touched me would start to gain some life. I could feel life entering my body in different places.
I felt scared that I was robbing her life. I felt like a mutant but I knew I desperatly needed her help.
She gave me her heart and her brain. I could feel and see the life going into my body.
It was enough to get me up.


11 am

I knew deep within that if I wanted to gain health and regrow my skin, eyes, heart , brain and organs that it all had to start with my spirit.
I talked to myself in russian and kept trying to remind myself of who i was.
I was very scared and kept following my friend around. She gave me some supplements and food.
I felt more life entering my body.

We tried calling my shaman who I do ayahuasca with but he did not answer.

Then she found a place in nature and took me there. It was the most beautiful place I have ever seen in my life.
As soon as I got there, my walk was different. I appreciated and felt every step and movement I took.
I felt earth now giving me new life, similar to how she did.
As I crawled I felt the spirit of kambo enter my body. I was one with every element that I encountered.
It was an indescribable sensitivity to the rocks as I crawled around them. It was survival, life and truth.

I got naked and layed in a cold stream and did deep breathing while gazing at the sky, I felt my mind was the air and the stream was connecting me to an eternal life source.
When I got up my head was bigger. I had regrown a part of my brain. The back of the right part of my head. It was shaped different.

Then we saw many animals -
 a snake.
 a frog, who blended into the earth.
deer
birds
grasshopers
.

this story goes on and I now have a new life. I also have a new birth day.  I was the earth wheel spin and I know the power of death, and regeneration. transformation . nature and beauty.

I would like to thank whoever on here recommended Barry Long, his meditation really helped my spirit. I listened for the first time before my journey.
Also for all the info on Kambo, I believe the Kambo helped me stay alive and regenerate. I think using it in my ears was crucial in invoking my survival instincts. Nature will only save those who surrender and those who want to stay alive.
Peace , Blessings and love. Infinite gratitude.

 



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Journals / Ordeals / Intro - Benifits and experience so far
« on: September 01, 2014, 11:22:57 AM »
Hello Kambo Tribe,
First thanks for sharing your wisdom and teachings, I have learned so much just by reading this forum !!

About me. 29 years old. Male. Passionate about Health and Movement. *Feel free to ask me any questions on exercise or techniques to get rid of pain in your body through movement. Compassionate person. Current favorite plant medicines - San Pedro Cactus, Acacia Confusa, Kambo .....

Ok Yesterday was my fourth self administered Kambo session and I would just like to write about some of the benefits and effects that I have noticed.

1. Vibrant life energy and change in physical appearance. Looking at myself in the mirror I can see an electric glow in my skin. My eyes seem to be shining a radiant energy that represents fearlessness and love coming from the kambo spirit.

2. Preservation and appreciation of food. - I can eat less and feel more sustained. I believe this is due to my ability to more effectively process all nutrients that enter my body. After vomiting sitting there with my bottom jaw relaxed I can feel my tongue sinking to the bottom of my mouth and going down into my body. From there I can feel how my tongue is connected to my heart and possibly my intestines. I can feel that channel and I am really interested to learn more about meridians energy systems and the way organs function.

3. Increase in strength and physical capacity. I have been dedicated to movement arts ( handbalance, climbing , dance, parkour, cyr wheel, strength training ect ) as a generalist for quite some time now. After my first application I noticed an increased ability to lift weight, hang and swing on bars, and handbalance ( handstands and variations ) . I found it interesting that I started all my dots on my left arm and that is where I felt the most dramatic increase in my strength.

To elaborate on point number 3, this increase in strength was not given to me automatically. I had to access it by channeling the warrior spirit with my eyes. When I would struggle through a normal movement or routine I would all of the sudden increase awareness through my eyes and feel a gently but strong warrior spirit like focus through my eyes that allowed me to control my body like never before.

4. Sense of direction improved. - After driving a friend home from work I took some uncharted paths that I would normally be scared to take without GPS. After the kambo I felt no fear in getting lost and was able to sense my way back home easily.

That is most of the things that I can thing of so far off the top of my head , but I would also like to add that I have seen the Kambo spirit in my dreams several times in the past week. And felt myself morph back into human form from frog while I was meditating in the tower with a Jade Stone on my stomach.

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Hi, first I would like to introduce myself my name is Demyan. I recently started adding kambo to my healing protocol and I am already in love with this medicine.
I will write more about my experiences in a dedicated post.
I just thought I would share this website I came across today that helped me locate some points on my ear.
Today I just did Master Sensorial and Shen Men. Totally different feeling from all my other locations on my upper arm.

http://stgeorgeacupuncture.com/Auricular-Acupuncture-Master-Points.html

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Kambo & Rapé / Nu-Nu Snuff / Singado internasal tea / nu nu sources
« on: August 21, 2014, 10:40:05 PM »
Hi, This is my first post on this site.
I am currently waiting for an order of Kambo and looking forward to starting my journey and connecting with the spirit of the frog.
My first question is , Does anyone know of any reliable sources for Nu Nu Snuff ?
I have been searching the internet and it seems very hard to get..
Sorry if I am breaking any rules by asking for sources here but from what I know Nu Nu Snuff is legal so I don't think I am asking anything illegal.
Thanks in advance

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