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Diet before and after / Not feeling great after two of three sessions
« on: September 10, 2015, 04:05:26 PM »
I´ve had Kambo applied several times with good results , however 4 days ago I embarked on the first of three treatments with a day break in between . My first treatment was mild ; 8 points no purge but just some nausea and stomach pain which I couldn´t get rid of, no swelling of face . Just sleepy after. The day after I felt a bit tired but slightly irritable and still not clean .
The second treatment yesterday was much more intense , as soon as the Kambo was applied it hit me like a bullet , heart racing , heat all over my body and very swollen frog face. I´d drank 2.5 litres of water before and continued drinking during ,as usual the purge was an ordeal .I find purging very difficult , never purged on Aya ever and with Kambo it´s like getting blood out of a stone.
Nevertheless , after some help from the healer and drinking in excess of 3 litres of water I eventually puked some frothy water a couple of times but it was an ordeal. Purge from the other end? yes , several times.
The effects of the Kambo lasted a good couple of hours with stomach pain and nausea and after that I slept pretty heavily . nearly 5 hours after the start I eventually left the centre and felt quite dizzy and disorientated but hungry .
I was careful with the diet ,eating only vegan food with juices and water.
I slept like a log last night and had problems waking up this morning . Today I felt quite lethargic , even slightly depressed and
unsociable. I don´t think it helps I am in a 10 bed dorm in a hostal when maybe I need space to process this . I ate some breakfast but that included cheese and one slice of ham , not the end of the world but I was then tempted to drink two glasses of wine later .I then slept deeply for two hours and have woken up feeling pretty crap. Normally I wouldn´t be tempted to touch alcohol so close to Kambo as I feel so clean . All in all after two sessions I don´t feel re energised (More de energised) and clean , in fact there seems to be some negativity/panema still there. It´s not normally like this . Tomorrow is my final session and I´m guessing it will be a tough one , I´m beating myself for drinking the wine .I guess I´ll pay for it tomorrow. Feel so tired , maybe sleep is what I need.
The second treatment yesterday was much more intense , as soon as the Kambo was applied it hit me like a bullet , heart racing , heat all over my body and very swollen frog face. I´d drank 2.5 litres of water before and continued drinking during ,as usual the purge was an ordeal .I find purging very difficult , never purged on Aya ever and with Kambo it´s like getting blood out of a stone.
Nevertheless , after some help from the healer and drinking in excess of 3 litres of water I eventually puked some frothy water a couple of times but it was an ordeal. Purge from the other end? yes , several times.
The effects of the Kambo lasted a good couple of hours with stomach pain and nausea and after that I slept pretty heavily . nearly 5 hours after the start I eventually left the centre and felt quite dizzy and disorientated but hungry .
I was careful with the diet ,eating only vegan food with juices and water.
I slept like a log last night and had problems waking up this morning . Today I felt quite lethargic , even slightly depressed and
unsociable. I don´t think it helps I am in a 10 bed dorm in a hostal when maybe I need space to process this . I ate some breakfast but that included cheese and one slice of ham , not the end of the world but I was then tempted to drink two glasses of wine later .I then slept deeply for two hours and have woken up feeling pretty crap. Normally I wouldn´t be tempted to touch alcohol so close to Kambo as I feel so clean . All in all after two sessions I don´t feel re energised (More de energised) and clean , in fact there seems to be some negativity/panema still there. It´s not normally like this . Tomorrow is my final session and I´m guessing it will be a tough one , I´m beating myself for drinking the wine .I guess I´ll pay for it tomorrow. Feel so tired , maybe sleep is what I need.