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The Glow (After Effects and Affects) / Re: After effects
« on: May 07, 2017, 01:33:25 AM »
Akasha, your english is quite good. I too have received at least once, a very far out and enjoyable vision from kambo, that too made me feel that I would be working with it more and more.

Kambohuasca, I can certainly relate to the feeling of not wanting to share, at the least not share everything but another part of me feels like its important to.

Alternity, I'd have to agree with almost the entirety of your first post. I too experience visuals on a daily basis, a sort of rainbow mist everywhere, and bright neon after images forming patterns especially from anything emitting light. Often I see shapes that look like neurons, others are harder to describe. I do feel like things are clearer now, as if im getting a better picture. But i've also been doing a lot of other things that ive started somewhat recently, mostly things you menitoned in your last paragraph. However I did experience a state of hyper awareness from kambo, and preceding that my typical visuals started intensifying in complexity, color, clairty, depth ect until I broke through and and in this state where I almost felt like i was floating and but in my body at the same time, it felt like i could see around me the entire 360 degrees, but was still in my body. Ive had out of body experiences, where i see the top of my own head and the room im in, but during those I have no bodily awareness, this felt like both. I think I understand what you mean by digitalized, and its a good way of describing the experience. Part of what I got from the vision was a very strong reminder that we are in a holographic world of some sort. Which I believe we are.

Does anyone feel they notice effects long after their last session? That presence that you said you feel with you? I feel like I can tell when its giving me little messages and hints. Kambohuasca, this is where the sharing starts to get weird. But its similar to what Mckenna and others say about the mushroom, that theres an intelligence in there.

Journals / Ordeals / Re: My Kambo Initiation
« on: May 05, 2017, 10:35:58 PM »
WOW great report! Thanks so much for sharing. Sounds incredible, and boy that is a lot of kambo. Glad to hear the frog took good care of you. I've been toying with the idea of an initiation myself and reading this report certainly helps. You are a warrior plantbuddhist.  8)

Journals / Ordeals / Re: Kambo Journal
« on: May 05, 2017, 10:25:26 PM »
Thats what I thought, I was going to re-burn em but didn't.

Video / Quest for the Lost Civilization - Graham Hancock
« on: May 04, 2017, 03:51:37 PM »
Exploring similarities between sites such as Angkor Cambodia, Giza Egypt, and Chichen Iza Mexico. Delving into the layout of these ancient structures, how they reflect the stars, and what they may be trying to tell us, or point to. In my mind some pretty convincing evidence that the orthodox dating of these monuments is incorrect. That they may have been built just after a period of rapid warming post ice age known as the younger dryas. Supporting Hancocks notion that there was a very advanced civilization that lived on earth prior to a cataclysmic event which ended the last ice age very quickly.

Little to do with botany, kambo, shamanism ect. but I'd think anyone interested in those subjects would find this material worth looking at. That a large part of our history is wrong, and as a species have forgotten who we really are and once were.

Journals / Ordeals / Kambo Journal
« on: May 04, 2017, 01:49:27 PM »
So instead of creating a new thread after each application I figured I would just create a journal thread that I could add to after each application or whichever I felt were worth reporting on. This will begin at my fifth application.

I prepared nearly all day for this one, hanging out with my girlfriend, making some crystal grids and just getting ourselves ready for the kambo. We both did 3 dots on each calf, but in slightly different places. both of mine were on the inner side of the leg, as close to the meridian line as I could manage. I applied hers first, then started to do my burns. However she was having a hard time, so I did not apply any venom to myself so that I could help her through her experience. After she had gotten through the majority of her purging I applied venom to myself, and had a fairly typical experience for me, rushing sensation, pulsing in my head, mild colored hallucinations however at no point did I feel the need to vomit, for a moment I thought I felt it coming, but nothing. After the rushing of blood to my head subsided I was left with a faint headache, which had been troubling me for days prior to this application, however, the day of I didn't have much of a headache until after the kambo. Although after that experience they have been milder.

This was my first time not purging, I had drank a lot of water too. I think tending to the lady, after I had done my burns caused them to close up a bit, that combined with more time to digest the water, and the gates being so far from my heart combined to equal a quite easy kambo experience compared to others. I would have liked to purge, but still felt great afterwards. 

Who can and can't do Kambo? / Re: Suboxone
« on: April 15, 2017, 12:15:04 AM »
True Mystic, I applied the kambo to myself in my home while coming off of suboxone.

Journals / Ordeals / 4th application
« on: April 15, 2017, 12:06:22 AM »
This time was twelve dots, six on each thigh. I made a bit of a mistake with my water intake, i drank one liter maybe ten-fifteen minutes before starting my burns, then realized i forgot the second, drank it in between burning each leg, I should have waited to apply the venom but unfortunately I did so right away.

This time was strange, I noticed my heart beating very fast and my mind quickly went over some regretful decisions I had made. I said to myself, "okay no more coffee and coca tea before kambo". Then it became very, very sedating, I could hardly stand for a while. I was sweating bullets. A ringing started to rise in my head and went on for a while, I was having minor colored geometric hallucinations, which im pretty prone to. But nothing compared to the visions that came after six dots on my belly two days after ayahuasca. That was certainly a +4 type of experience if ya catch my drift. My write up is under Kambo + Aya.

I eventually laid on the floor until the urge to vomit came about. It was mostly water, when the bile came i was nearly dry, but some really thick, almost brown stuff came out. After some dry heaving, I began to relax, and hopped into an essential oil bath I had prepared beforehand. Would def recommend that.

Dry Fasting / Re: Deep waters
« on: April 07, 2017, 01:17:35 PM »
This is very interesting, dry fasting had been something I was considering Im glad I have some proper info. Thanks, much love. ;D

This is something I will be working on in the near future, mixing turmeric, azomite, molasses, and effective microorganism culture in a bucket and allowing it to ferment. The stuff can be used as a nontoxic cleaner, soil conditioner, you can eat it, apparently it can even neutralize nuclear radiation.

heres some links with better info than I can provide, got stuff on orgonite, scalar waves, all sorts of great info

Supplements / ORMES monoatomic elements and minerals
« on: April 04, 2017, 04:35:27 PM »
ORMES - orbitally rearranged monoatomic elements

I've recently started getting into the importance of supplemental monoatomic minerals, available in many different forms. Shilajit is one way of getting lots of minerals as well as fulvic and humic acid which allow you to absorb nutrients and expel toxins more efficently from a cellular level. The monoatomic minerals are in a form that your body can absorb. I've read that while minerals are a about 5% of your body's mass they dictate something like 95% of your biochemistry....something like that. There is significantly less mineral content in our food than there ever has been, I forget the exact factor but the ppm of minerals in our food as dropped dramatically since even the 70s. Thoughts? Experiences?

I personally love the stuff and can feel it helping almost right away.

Ayahuasca / Yagé / Yagé
« on: April 04, 2017, 04:25:20 PM »
A breif synopsis on my first ayahuasca ceremony, I had taken it on my own about 4 times prior and grew ayahuasca and mimosa hostilis for about 2 years. But this was my first experience in a proper ceremonial setting with a shaman from Columbia who referred to the medicine as yagé.

It was a long time coming
I was greeted by familiar shapes and colors
Tickling my spirit and in a blissful fashion
Then came the first purge
And it began
A golden pyramid rose through the room and above the house
Metaphysical forces began to massage through my pain
Orienting my body with the four directions
Pushing my spirit into the fifth dimension
Showing me how to let go, and what to let go of
Quieting my mental chatter, by allowing me to see it
It was agonizing, and necessary
Curled on the floor coved in blankets shivering
Visions emerged from the subconscious of my family
Providing empathy understanding, sometimes anger
Use the anger for change, for construction
The music guided me, I rode the waves as they soothed my soul
It grew so intense I begged "please make it stop"
And in an instant it did
I was shown the habits that no longer serve me for what they are
Not how I saw them
From the most seemingly innocent to the most obviously dire
I knew I could have prepared better
But the vine gave me what I needed
And out of nowhere I came back
Given our past relationship, I felt a second cup was appropriate
A poem was read
In the tongue of the land the medicine is native to
Although I could not understand, the words spoke to my heart
As the songs did
The Earth mother calls us back home
We are this prodigal species which has separated itself
However, we will return
I am endlessly grateful for the medicine yagé
As well as the medicine rapé
And each and every soul present in our ceremony
For bringing me back, to myself

Who can and can't do Kambo? / Re: Suboxone
« on: April 04, 2017, 04:16:30 PM »
You can certainly do kambo while not off subs completely, I have and didnt experience any negative effects. I do feel it will somehow alter the experience in some way, as the naloxone is an opiate receptor blocker and kambo does contain some opaites, so there must be some sort of interaction.

Kambo & Ayahuasca / Re: Kambo and Cannabis 2 days after Yage
« on: March 28, 2017, 08:45:19 PM »
The espresso was a good few hours before the kambo, but the coca tea might have been overkill my heart rate did skyrocket after administering the kambo. Afterwards I ate so much food and fell asleep for a while.

The shaman said the Yage and Ayahuasca are the same according to him, just different words used regionally, there may or may not have been chaliponga in our brew

Kambo & Ayahuasca / Kambo and Cannabis 2 days after Yage
« on: March 28, 2017, 06:17:28 PM »
I wasn't exactly sure where to put this but I think Im going to split this up. I will put a longer writeup on my ayahuasca experience under journals. Here I will just talk about perceived interaction.

So, I had my first real ayahuasca ceremony 2 days ago. It was an incredible experience and I was with a long practiced shaman native to Columbia, which is why in my title I refer to it as Yage, which is what they call it in columbia. It was traditional banisteriopsis caapi and psychotria viridis from the putamayo region. My intention, or request before the trip was "show me what I need to see" and indeed it did. It gave me the perspective needed to drop old, bad habits and to move into growth. As well as physically purging toxins from my body and allowing me to get well. I "got well" (purged) twice that night and the next day had some diarrhea. After a nights sleep I feel very grounded, balanced energetically and physically, I am more open, vocal and determined to move my life in a better direction.

I decided to give myself some kambo the next morning, eager to continue my healing, and become even lighter than the aya had already made me. I woke and began drinking water immediately, over the course of maybe 3 hours I drank about 3.5 L of water, 1 L being directly before applying kambo, one small shot of espresso, and 3 cups of coca peppermint tea. The coca and espresso helped me clear my bowels before kambo, I also did about 10 mins of light cardio on an elliptical machine about 30 mins before as well. I gathered all my supplies and set up in my bathroom. I decided this time to administer dots to my "happy trail" region, the line between your belly button and genitals. Six dots, however I'd have to say these dots were maybe twice the size of the typically do. Maybe one or two dots from previous sessions were this large but this time it was all six.

I smoked a small bit of cannabis and began to apply the venom. After the sixth dot I felt the surge of energy coming on and the rush of blood to my head and arms. This time was very different.... I began to vividly hallucinate seeing more and more bright bright colors emerging through this geometric for pattern. My thoughts were racing as I paced back and forth feeling and incredible clarity and boundless energy. Not the slightest bit of discomfort or nausea whatsoever, I was in ecstasy and felt I could understand everything so clearly in way that I never had before, and it began to dawn on me that it was damn near impossible to even articulate what I was experiencing properly and the only way to truly know was to see/feel it yourself.

 I sat down on the toilet and could feel the frog spirit scanning my body, I moved around in my seat in my seat a bit involuntarily but nothing unmanageable. The hallucinations persisted and deepened as new version of a count down like apocalyptic toned vision I regularly have took place however this time. I felt like I was seeing the code behind our world. However this time it all felt very different, and I wasn't afraid at all, similar visions have been very scary for me at times. Shortly after I came out of that and was back in my body.

I got off the toilet and turned around and waited to puke...nothing. So drank some more water, then just put a finger down my throat and bam lots of blie came right up. I continued vomiting for a while but then I was dry, and heaved for a bit. I proceeded to brush my teeth shower ect.

This is the first time taking Kambo has been this psychedelic. I'm sure it had something to do with the ayahuasca and cannabis as well, I hadn't smoked for like a week. Also, I think this was the most kambo I've ever done, and I definitely left the dots on longer than ever.

Application / Sterility
« on: March 27, 2017, 07:11:13 PM »
I already posted about this in precautions but I figured it was appropriate here as well. To avoid infection remember to sterilize your knife, skin and stick with alcohol. I would imagine stick is less important as the fire will sterilize as well.

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