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Kambo as a Divine Catalyst for Opening up Doors of Opportunity / Re: Future of Kambo (thoughts and questions)
« on: February 07, 2013, 07:39:48 PM »
Giovanni makes a point, I'll need a higher dose because of my meds.  Do I want to do a super high dose without a healer? Probably not

So I'll do kambo with someone experienced

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Kambo as a Divine Catalyst for Opening up Doors of Opportunity / Re: Future of Kambo (thoughts and questions)
« on: February 07, 2013, 04:04:03 AM »
so your saying after I've done it with a healer I can then do kambo more safely afterwards by administering it myself?

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General Discussion / Re: How long does swollen face last?
« on: February 07, 2013, 03:38:26 AM »
if i do one dot my face wont swell too much?

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Kambo as a Divine Catalyst for Opening up Doors of Opportunity / Re: Future of Kambo (thoughts and questions)
« on: February 07, 2013, 01:10:29 AM »
New Zealand has more of a lenient attitude. Unless I die your medicine will be fine. So now I guees have another reason not to die


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Kambo as a Divine Catalyst for Opening up Doors of Opportunity / Re: Future of Kambo (thoughts and questions)
« on: February 06, 2013, 03:41:12 AM »
I havent done it yet but how do you market a drug that makes you nauseus and burnt by a stick?

As my friend says "some of us are back here (reincarnated) doing algebra and some of us are back here doing there ABC's"

I guees there so engrossed in the soap opera of life they cant see past it

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Journals / Ordeals / Re: Need some advice! Considering a self-applied kambo bootcamp.
« on: February 06, 2013, 03:11:21 AM »
Quote
  I'd really prefer for daily use to use an alternative method, but unless someone can tell me exactly how, I feel at this particular juncture I don't have the time/energy/capacity to figure this out and will just go straight with the burns. 

http://kambo.me/smf/index.php?topic=184.msg884#msg884

please do it right. Like scuba diving its only lethal if you don't obey the rules


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Introductions / Re: "fall down a thousand times, get up a thousand and one times" ~japanease proverb
« on: February 06, 2013, 01:14:14 AM »
With that in mind, I think I'll start with a 1mg instranasal and raise it by 1mg each week. Doing so will help me see if I have an allergy for the medicine.

Thanks

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General Discussion / How long does swollen face last?
« on: February 06, 2013, 12:21:10 AM »
I'm looking at doing nunu/kambo intranasally. I will measure with the right scale to not overdose and use this method http://kambo.me/smf/index.php?topic=184.msg884#msg88

How long will my face stay swollen? Mom goes crazy when I do drugs




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Introductions / Re: "fall down a thousand times, get up a thousand and one times" ~japanease proverb
« on: February 04, 2013, 11:50:32 PM »
what diameter do i want for the stick to burn with?

how much water for each "dot" or should i cover in saliva?

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Introductions / Re: "fall down a thousand times, get up a thousand and one times" ~japanease proverb
« on: February 03, 2013, 11:42:10 PM »
sorry, I didn' t mean to sound condescending its just torture is something I fear 1000 times more than death  :D

What kind of stick do I burn myself with?

How do I get "dots"

I'm on ranitidine, clozapine and abilify will this affect the treatment?

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Introductions / Re: "fall down a thousand times, get up a thousand and one times" ~japanease proverb
« on: February 03, 2013, 03:36:39 AM »
Quote from: Psilocybechild on February 02, 2013, 04:10:11 PM

For example death is a common theme with psychedelics. To feel as if you are dying or have died. This it seems, is to show us not to fear death. That existence is a series of deaths and rebirths. And when you let go and relax and give yourself and trust the medicine, usually it will all of a sudden become a very beautiful experience. So a lot of times the content of heavy psychedelic journeys can be quite dark.

Thank you for sharing. Enjoy your stay here and we hope to hear more from you.
Sending some love your way.  :D

death?

I had super hyper militarized aliens telling me and my sitter they were going to come torture me for about 40 minutes. fun times

it felt like a parrallel universe had honed in on poor little me

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Introductions / "fall down a thousand times, get up a thousand and one times" ~japanease proverb
« on: February 02, 2013, 02:41:01 AM »
I'm a student (soon to be graduated) who loves ibogaine despite my bad experiences

This is some of my story:


I got pychosis after a conversation from a friend. I remember being alone in the city and feeling like I was in a void. I went to the hospitol and this started my relationship with the mental health system in new zealand

In order try and self medicate myself I went off my anti psychotics to take ibogaine. By not taking my meds I lost track of time, talked to myself and was generally a hazard.  After I took 1.6 gram of ibogaine it showed me my ego was like a pulsating choo choo train. It also showed me my ego was like jagged rocks, ibogaine pushed it down to soften the edges but when it lifted it hand the spikes returned.

The main goal of doing ibogaine was to help me interact with people and get me of my meds. After the ibogaine dose I was quite level headed even though I wasn't taking my medication. Although I would whisper to myself egotiscial bullshit.  Ibogaine brought my vanity to the surface.   THe phychologist asked me about the choo choo that was my ego 3 times, later I would understand why, he was reminding me of my ego. What was really cool was I could connect with people well. It would seem like fate was bringing people to me.

Then I made a epic blunder.  I had arranged a sitter to sit me in a cheap hotel room.  I took a flood dose (no kidding) one part of the trip I felt like a black corpse. Anouther part aliens were going to torture me. Anouther part ibogaine said it was going to kill me.

There was no afterglow after this experience, my confidence was shattered. My brain all over the places. I went to hospitol a broken person. If you play with fire your gonna get burnt. I have been diagnosed with scitzophrenia.  I'm fairly level headed and finishing my study. When I finish my study I'll see if my doctor can lower my meds until I can function without needing them.

I want to be connected and loving to the people around me and find that awesome girl to take care of. Ibogaine only showed me times I messed up with girls I am attracted to. It opened my heart but only showed me how I failed in hindsight.

I fear flood dose and don't want to lose my mind again. Flood dose didn't help me at all in fact it made me worse. 1.6gram was very effective

I am thinking of starting at 300mg ibo and raising it 100mg each month. But before that I am trying to clean my mind doing mindfulness. Staying mentally healthy will allow me to lower my medication without repercussions.

What about kambo though? I'm currently on ranitidine, clozapine and abilify

By the way the mental health system is pretty dahm good in new zealand.

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