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Journals / Ordeals / Re: Undefeated Love --- Kambo Intensive
« on: August 14, 2012, 06:08:12 PM »Just wait until kambo enlightens you about kambo...or has it already? Did you do your thing this morning? Everytime I do it I have to tell myself to go slow and take it easy and the ever-present omnipresent shaman takes care of the rest.
Not yet. Its ordered and will arrive any day now but I have it planned for next week. I think the spirit is speaking to me through synchronicity already. After seeing 33 everywhere for days, I was the 333rd person to watch this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=akFMIhCeQJ0
The last time I experienced it, a voice in my head told me I had to go to the jungle and purge my soul. At the time I thought ayahuasca, I didn't know about kambo back then. It'll be a long time before I go to South America but I hope to purge my spirit of panema to some extent sooner than that. This number seems to come with a weakening of my ego. Whenever these 33/333 numbers appear, it comes with a damaging of my ego. I suspect kambo will give my ego a metaphysical trashing. I used to avoid this in the past and desperately try to cling to the ego but now I will embrace it because I know that I need to be free of the confines of the ego to become truly altruistic.
Yeah, I am fortunate to be going to Peru (God willing) from 12-14 thru 12-23 of this year. I have a feeling that I am going to experience something magical there (like purging of panema). I've sort of been lead there, although I of course did make the final decision to go, however it was going to be the first week in January because I didn't have anymore time off. Then I got a new boss and her mom happens to be a travel agent who has been to Peru 3x, she has arranged the logistics of the trip and my new boss was more than willing to let me take more time off....so yeah, things aren't accidental. Then I met a guy through work who studied shaminism (mostly in Peru) for 7 years under some genuine curanderos. He is putting me in touch with 1 or 2 of them. I am just going to go with it all and see where it leads.
Mine has been 555 lately. Can't dismiss the number patterns when noticed or seen so frequently.
Best of luck with your first kambo experience and welcome to the DIY club.