Last night I was in a parking lot after an NA meeting and was talking to my sponsor about things. I was a bit antsy because I wanted to get home to do the kambo that had finally arrived. During our conversation he mentioned that he was having lunch with some other addicts and the whole topic of God came up. He ended up saying "I don't know, for all I know God is a damn frog."
We really ended on that note and I went home and did the kambo. I told him that he had no idea how crazy it was that he said that and that I would eventually tell him why, but we were both eager to leave.
Anyway, I did the same 6 points on each ear, only this time the dots were fairly large. It was intense, but no purge. I decided to struggle and put 3 dots on my upper arm and the purge came....from both ends and it HURT.
The experience was cleansing and great overall, but this is the first time that I woke up with that hangover feeling from doing kambo. My energy is now slowly building, but this morning was a slow start.
I am truly convinced that this is a very magical substance, moreso than most others. The benefits are incredible. I mean I was smoking again for awhile (quit last Saturday), using benzos in mass quantities and things have still continued to improve in my life and it usually is jump started by a good kambo session. I haven't been sick in a while and my candida issues are clearing up. I think the kombucha is really helping with that.
The only thing the kambo hasn't helped me with is the desire to use benzos. I am not in a bad place and not abusing them, but I still use them, particularly at work or to sleep. I feel the kambo corrected problems resulting from years of hardcore opiate use, but it doesn't want to hit that underlying issue for my desire to use benzos. I guess the desire to escape self at times is so powerful that not much can be done about it. That is why I like 12-step meetings. At least it keeps me heading in the right direction and I am surrounded by people who have overcome a great deal; some more than others.
Kambo healing abound! If this substance is used properly it can perform what the layperson would consider to be miracles. I am not sure why scientists want to isolate peptides and all that (well yeah I am, $$$$$$$$), but kambo works best in its natural synergistic form.