I had it wrong, the depression/dysphoria has been stronger than ever before this time. I'm fairly sure its phenibut that caused the problem, not the benzos. I'd been off xanax for 3 weeks and was feeling good every day, then I did phenibut for 2 days then had to take xanax again for a week because the phenibut caused some kind of paradoxical reaction. Since quitting the xanax this time, I've been depressed. The previous time I quit, I did kambo 3 times in 2 days. Maybe thats what I should have done this time. If I still have this depression by next weekend I'm going to use the rest of my kambo and see if it cures the depression, I should have at least 2 applications left.