In my lifes quest to find contentment I've unintentionally abused numerous substances and people, the one I abused most has been myself. After two years of sobriety, amense and growing the f up I find myself with more than I ever could have asked for, not just to be content but joyful, as well as many opurtunities to teach love, peace,and spirit to people seemingly without hope. Although I certainly happy with my progress I feel I am holding on to much that hinders me. I am met with constant memories of the psychic shift that occured in me, omens to spread truth and love in my every action, though impossible in my present human condition to achieve this, I feel called to plants that may help me remove the blockages of the spirit and gut so that I am better led to shine the light of the spirit. However I have been in a struggle, my ego seeks to overcome me, it tells me what I have been, that if I choose this path my demons will overcome me. This is where my interest in kambo comes, in hopes that as an ally it will make my body and spirit stand out from the ego enough to let go and work through my delusions and find myself at a higher potential, to better the human experience for all. I am a bit concerned with finding sapo that is ethically harvested, and as I nor anyone I am close with, experienced with sapo I have come to this forum for guidance.
Many blessings