Glad to have you here friend. I am relatively new to this medicine as well but sounds like we are on a very similar journey of healing. I have been applying the kambo myself, and have been using and growing ayahuasca for a number of years however i have never taken place in a real ceremony, which I will at the end of this month I am very excited. All the best to you! These medicines can bring about tremendous healing I will keep you and your chemical sensitivity in mind, I hope you can one day paint again.