My last treatment I did 10 dots on liver meridian points on the leg and 2 meridian points on the kidney on the leg. So this was 12 in total, I have done 14 and my usual amount is 13. I had gone 6 weeks this time since my last treatment which is the longest space I've gone in the 3 years I've been doing Kambo.
This experience was by far the hardest ordeal of my life. I had thought Iboga flooding was more difficult for me but this experience with Kambo taught me that none can top the potency of this medicine. I was purging for 3 hours straight first thoroughly the deepest yellows, then off reds, then deep red/black bile, then deep red/black mixed with deep yellow and finally a full on shit fest to end the ordeal. For 3 hours I felt like I was going to die. Previously I've felt like I was going to die from Kambo but then it would get easier, this time I thought I was going to die and it got even harder.
I had several visions. One of which I clearly saw the Kambo entity stripping off layers of spiritual toxins, and told me it was the divine exorcist. Sometimes it may seem like I'm dramatizing but I'm being honest here to the best of my abilities. It gave me other visions but the pain was so intense that I couldn't settle into them. It was the first time I've ever cried from Kambo as the pain was so unbearable. The dots alone burned like gun shot wounds (I've never been shot but that's what it made me think of) but they got overshadowed by the pain in my entire body and mainly gut.
It's taking time to recover the day after even. I'm very fragile and innocent. I hope to get better from here. To be honest I never knew Kambo could be so intense. One thing stands out for sure the sun shone on my purges and I could see that there is clearly blood in my black biles. I wonder what this is? My last 3 treatments have been so intense and every one of them I have to purge up black bile, SO PAINFUL to come out.
The Kambo spirit has me in shock and awe more than ever. What a force to be reckoned with!