Thanks Caiano. Well the third session , nearly one week ago now, was pretty intense . Again , the Kambo hit me immediately and my face swelled. I could hardly talk and my throat felt quite constricted. I went to the toilet and purged from the " South Pole" as you put it! I was nauseous and had my head in a bucket trying to puke , there was a lot of coughing and dry wrenching and I felt that this was also a way of purging negativity and emotions .
There was a heavy dense energy in my stomach that I so desperately wanted to shift , and felt the only way was to puke. It was all quite unpleasant , I felt pretty ill but found it so hard to focus on my breathing or what exactly was going on in my body -because there seemed so much going on at once - almost a small eruption of feelings,emotions,physical pain and discomfort.The healer was trying to help me vomit and I sensed some impatience from that person that it was taking me so long to do so.This didn´t help matters as, on top of what was going on in my body,I was getting impatient and frustrated with myself for not being able to rid myself of the horrible feeling in my stomach.
After some time and drinking more and more water (probably in excess of 3 litres total) and having some Rape snuff blown into my nostrils ,I purged frothy green/yellow water . It was a such a huge relief in one way but the heaviness in my stomach remained.
After moving back to the main room,laying down and focusing on my breathing to shift whatever was in my stomach, I felt the energy slowly move up my body from the lower stomach area and kind of smooth out, become less intense around my chest area until it kind of melted and went.As it moved up my body I got a few realisations about where and how this feeling had come about ,quite an eye opener but all made perfect sense .I need to learn how to protect myself . After that I felt quite peaceful and slept for a good couple of hours.
I don´t think drinking wine between Kambo sessions is a great idea but honestly I don´t think my last session would have been that much different with or without .
The few days after I felt quite tired , I tried to focus on tasks with some success but I really wanted rest . Even 6 days after I feel the Kambo is still there doing it´s work and teaching . I´ve realised that every experience is different .I´ve had some treatments where I´ve felt amazing almost immediately , others where I´ve felt a bit wiped out for days .Sometimes I´ve had really bad frog face for 5 or 6 days afterwards , sometimes not at all.
I think the Kambo gives you what you need at the time and I was panicking a bit last week as at one stage I felt worse than I did before the treatments, but it all takes time .My feeling is that the work Kambo does for you does not end as soon as you´ve purged and rested immediately after treatment .In fact I feel that that is just the beginning .
My cleansing , resetting goes on . I´ve had a very hectic but amazing few months .I needed to stop,rest and take stock and the frog was guiding me to that .It´s what I needed. It´s also teaching me about diet After 12 Kambo sessions , I´ve become increasingly sensitive to sugar ,alcohol,meat and products containing white refined flour . I think it´s a slow process - they are all things I am no longer enjoying so much and consuming less and less of.
As far as purging goes , I´ve been told by one healer that the purge is not important , most say that it´s imperative and I think that it is. Generally , dietwise, I have been good -mainly eating vegan food until two days ago when I had some meat products and a glass of wine ! I actually felt it was beneficial introducing something maybe slightly toxic into my system-I felt it kind of reactivated the Kambo and yesterday I purged some interesting colours from the South Pole and immediately felt so much cleaner , like Kambo had been working on releasing this for days . In fact yesterday was a turning point, a lifting of the clouds and I had a lot more clarity of thought and of where I was going in life.
I truly love and respect this medicine .It´s described as magic and it surely is . The synchronicities and improvement in energy ,health and luck have been amazing for me in the past .I´m grateful for this gift of healing.
Viva Kambo!