It's been a few weeks. I've tried supplements like MSM and coral magnesium. Through a blood test I found out to be deficient in vitamin D, so I started to eat cod liver oil and organ meat. Also I did a lot of foothbathing with epson salt.
Unfortunately there is little to no healing and what's even more strange is that a MRI scan did not show any visible damage to cartilage or other non-bone tissues in the foot. They advised a plaster around the lower leg, that's what I'm wearing right now. But to be critical, I am evaluating if this is the way to go. If it would make things worse I cut it open myself if neccessary.
Both the damaged foot and shoulder impingement seem to be a symptom now of something else. Through the bloodtest I found out to be having eosinophilia, which is excessive quantities of of cetain white blood cells, mostly associated with parasitic infestations and severe allergies. Though additional an test for bowel parasites turned out negative. Anyway I am doing the parasite cleanse with black walnut tincture, wormwood and cloves.
Another thing I am doing is making sure diet is as perfect as possible. So only natural unrefined products. Things like raw cow milk, organ meat, cod liver oil. I read Weston Price's book Nutrition and Physical Degeneration. Most of the food choices are influenced by this book. So with that I hope to stripe lack of nutrients of the list.
But the problem could lie with a disturbed hormonal balance. Though not adrenal fatigue, it's more likely the thymus is not functioning properly.
Another thing to look into is jaw position. I found out that mine is pulled back, because else the molars do not touch. Though this causes a lot of stress, the muscles are constantly working to keep this position. So it's not at ease there. This could be influencing general health.
Also recessive gums are an indication of something going awry. Mine are on some teeth down the root and this causes a lot of pain and inflammation.
I am living celibate now as well. Try to preserve as much energy as possible. Make sure that everything is directed to the process. Also working out if subconsciously there is willingness to heal. Praying for divine grace to heal. Etc.
Though I wish people around me would change. I can change as much I like but being a connected being, when people do not adopt new ways, that will affect me too. This is the hardest part, hitting such hard walls with people because they cannot bear that I'm having unexplainable health problems (which is my official diagnosis right now).
With all the objective tests turning out negative, less stands in the way of totally trusting on my intuition regarding this. Though it's hard to discern whether the plaster on my leg is going to help or not. Should I cut it off right now, before my other joints start to get serious problems?
I need kambo and since it's been more than 6 weeks now it's going to be one of these days... Full moon coming up so that's good.