i think i was on here someone stated a shaman once said "i hold but the power of a dead frog, it is in the individual whether or not to be healed"
i am not sure if flouride, mercury, bromides, chlorides are solely the reason for people acting the way they do but i am certain that the VAST majority of people i have met in my life are not ready for healing.
so the trick is you have to secretly trick them into getting their 5th, 6th, and possibly 7th chakras open before you can heal them, because they 5th and 6th being unbalanced causes them to be incapable of seeing the merits of asking or accepting help from others OR THEMSELVES!
i see healing in a different way. i am never not healing. every act you perform is a example set for all future descendants. only 1 dna pool all are brothers/sisters, before the dna, only one source, before the source of reality only infinite post-dimensional reality matrixes, beyond this one source, beyond this, one non-source, beyond this THERE EXISTS ONLY YOURSELF.
follow the stream to the source, keeping going past all sources, till you reach the highest echelons of up-stream, don't be surprised if you find yourself at the top.
we are living a game reality in the school of earth, we are simultaneously living the life of every microorganism that makes up our body, and our body, is everything in the post-dimensional, homecoming eclipsed finality beyond the miniscule limitations of space and time.
when intuition eclipses perception and memory, and this new expansive means of perception succeeds the current actuality of realities expanded future potential, you find that your body, is all that is, all that will be, and that has been, and all unknown, and more, all that is not, all that will not, has not, YOU GREW A HEAD ON THE SIDE OF YOUR BODY AND PUSHED YOUR PERSPECTIVE INTO THAT POINT AND NOW THIS IS THE REALITY WE ARE LEFT WITH right here in the NOW.
i dont heal people, i feed their ego, so that when the beast is nice and ripe they can sit down and have a feast upon themselves. and from eating ones self they will learn to follow themselves.
i can teach people telepathy, pre-cognition, remote viewing, instant materialization, body jumping, shape shifting, and many more.
i do not wield these powers, i occasionally play with them so i may learn to teach them better, i know how to do these things but i give them to others instead of using them for myself. unfortunately most others are trapped in the flouride, mercury, chlroide, bromide matrix so they cannot see past their post-birth software programming. and genuinely are incapable of allowing themselves to accept the possibility that these abilities are sitting within their body waiting to be put to use, they must squander the gifts in ignorance until they are overwhelmed by the sensation of loss that comes from having to lose something to realize what you had, but they never really lose it, they just need to feel they have strongly so they can learn to stop squandering it.
doubt is the ABSOLUTE most problematic addiction people have, people are more addicted to doubt and prejudice than anything else on earth, they have to live it countless infinities over before they will let themselves take one step forward.
HOPE is the ultimate strength, in all its forms, take the hope with a grain of salt and remember if doubt creeps in don't let it dirty your opinion of hope with negative attachments.
when you open the box, all the negative attachments to the demons leaves you and your left with infinite hope, and the hope is so infinite it actually succeeds all of reality, allowing for instant materialization, its the hope to turn the weaknesses caused by all the demons into strengths.
i may post that post that is still glitched into another thread, as it is somewhat related to how i see healing.