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« on: December 05, 2012, 03:00:21 PM »
Hi all,
I am considering soon involving myself with kambo for a period of time to get myself back on track...
I've actually initiated with kambo already, and in total had 6 sessions (the largest at a given time was 26 dots and my last session was almost two months ago). I won't lie - the effects weren't night-and-day, panema-is-gone-or-anything - but I also have a feeling based on past experiences it may really help now.
Last 3 weeks I've been in a state of high anxiety and disorganization and things appear to be spinning out of control. This is compounded by poly drug abuse, right now the main/only substance being phenibut. Quick note - I know Iboga in indicated for this type of situation, but I'm considering kambo instead since A) I don't have the minimum 4 days of trip+integration and B) Iboga is best with opiate addiction and while helpful isn't necessarily to go-to medicine for gaba-focused-disruptive substances. I'm also in a position now that I'm trying to remain as functional as possible, which is slipping more and more by the day. Part of me feels it's best for me to drop everything and just take it really easy, but I'm also attached to not losing my job and other opportunities.
Any thoughts as to what the best medicines are for this situation? As far as kambo, any ideas as to the ideal protocol? (I'm not sure 3x method is sufficient... and the getting rid of substances in my system is really only the first layer.)
With kambo, I'm thinking of going pretty extreme by doing it daily for at least a week and seeing what that does. Even though I don't have too much of a problem with the skin-burning, I'd really prefer for daily use to use an alternative method, but unless someone can tell me exactly how, I feel at this particular juncture I don't have the time/energy/capacity to figure this out and will just go straight with the burns.
Any thoughts about my approach?
I'm also curious, if I do do it daily, if I should worry about tolerance and thus having to apply more dots than I'd appreciate? I remember I did kambo a couple weeks after doing several back-to-back high-dose kambo sessions, and the same amount of dots that I originally purged from had barely only threshold effects.
Lastly, since I'm planning on doing this ASAP, can anybody tell me a good source for the kambo/sticks/etc that also delivers quickly to California? I've actually never applied to to myself but I'm sure I can figure it out.