introducing myself

[skido112]

hello board
  new to entheogens.. never tried any. my life has been a negative spiral for the past 15 years..drooped out of college started researching about secret societies and trying to find that organization that would lead me to enlightenment or get initiated.. researched about the rosicrucians and freemasons then realized i had to be born into a certain family or status in society and years of meditation before i get anything. then i came across salvia divinorum online and i said wow..so rather than meditating for several years.. you can use a plant and get enlightened or open your consciousness. live in georgia and looking forward to returning back to school..was a chemical engineering major. came across iboga and i just ordered 35x300mg capsules from iboga world and while browsing thru experiences on several boards i luckily came across this board and read a thread about kambo and how it goes along with iboga..so here i am. i wanted iboga to end my negative cycle of loosing friends and family..no purpose in life..watching porn and occasional erectile dysfunction that has plagued me over the years..negatively affection my self esteem. i want my life back and want to live with no shame and constant remorse about my past and people i have dissapointed. i really got interested in iboga cos i am originally from cameroon and had never heard about the bwiti..moved to the united states in 1997. i would like to learn alot and seek guidance from you guys,,you can email me anytime.

[Kambogahuasca Panacea]

Greetings,
Well the secret with these medicines is that it is not a short cut.  It's neither longer nor shorter than a path of meditation.  People get glimpses but unless they do there half of the work the visions and teachings of the medicines are a waste in my honest opinion. 

Feel free to PM, I'm not far from you.  But I only treat people with Kambo that realize this is no short cut and you have to be committed to a life long process of healing.

Welcome,
K