So... It seems a few people have not yet realized the first post in this thread about the train is meant to inspire people to outdo themselves and focus on competing with yourself and not others.

It is in no way some kind of fundamental rule to existence.

If you did not realize this until me saying it just now I am sorry for you having been unintentionally mislead by my statements.

Never let ANYONE push you into anything you are uncomfortable with before you are ready, that would be extremely counterproductive to yourself and others.

Because if you wait and learn to communicate with your own self with humble honesty you will be show by yourself in a language ONLY you know exactly what to do and when to do it and how etc etc.

If other people say "it's time to do this now hop on board" it just means they don't understand the ebb and flow and that you will not be able to reach your highest potential wile being forced and thus would reduce your and other peoples net gain from your input, but if you wait till your secret inner code makes you feel ready then you will be able to achieve your absolute highest potential outcome and therefore benefit yourself and all others to the maximum you can.

Don't vilify others for pushing you either, they don't know what they are doing so their is no need to carry ill will towards them. I understand getting mad at others for pushing but you gotta try to only get mad the first so many times and try to let it go because it's like a German speaking person telling a Chinese speaking person "no your saying it wrong that Chinese word should sound like this or that from my German speaking perspective"  and then the Chinese speaking person getting mad about it instead of simply understanding how deeply incorrect the German speaking person is and simply not caring and or laughing at the comedy of it.

When someone is ignorant of something you are not supposed to get mad because they are ignorant that is like getting mad at a newborn for not being able to talk, if they knew well enough to talk they would, and likewise if the ignorant person knew better they would speak or act better and their lack of better actions and words are just indicative of them not knowing any better.

It's like a raft at the mercy of the current to be ignorant it is very hazardous but it does not help things to point blame or attribute circumstantial inconveniences as a quality of a person.

Things get better when you share instead of divide.

I understand you not wanting to force anything but you are probably massively squandering a incomprehensibly valuable gift by not seeking to purge.

Saying I feel good just getting it into my system is really not something anyone who respects this sacred medicine should probably be saying.

I am not telling you what to do that is up to you, but at this forum the people here do not use this medicine to feel good, most of the people here use this medicine as a divine catalyst for the healing of the self and the whole.

Feeling good does not mean you are more healthy, but becoming more healthy almost always makes you feel good more.

I would say that using kambo without purging is only making use of less than 1% of the medicine meaning not purging causes you to squander 90-99% of the potential this miracle medicine is capable of.

In fact I would go as far as to say if you don't purge then you have not done kambo.

I very much understand the spiritual centredness you describe and it's usually short lived window of well being feeling.

There is a large variety of pro-spiritual activities I have practiced over the past few years and many of them are things that are short lasting or only long lasting when you do them very often, some are very convenient one time shifts that just improve your life but these tend to be few and far between.

The very reason I shared that method of enema is because it has been one of the more effective of the one time things that caused a massive long term improvement in overall wellbeing and health. And that this long term improvement increases the effectiveness of almost all the other things you do like the spiritual centred you feel that lasts around twenty minutes after doing the enema once would likely last longer be much stronger and more full of a feeling spanning more planes, this has been my experience with the way this EO enema improves almost all spiritual and healthy practices, I think every person should have the chance to feel the amazing benefits this enema causes long term, there will be a lot of people who will not ever try this simply because of the stigma of putting something in their butt, and the toxic state these peoples bodies are in is a far greater discomfort to them than any enema ever could be. If you have enough balls to knowingly eat toxic food then you should have the balls to do an enema or two and get those toxins back out again but many of them will delude themselves with "it's bullshit I don't have to put anything in my butt to be healthy" and these people will never know what they are missing until they try and get it working, or maybe they will have to see all the amazing things the people who have tried it are able to accomplish, either way it's their quality of life they can be miserable if they want but they should keep in mind that if there is a cure for a condition and they refuse to take it because of fear or lack of familiarity it is the same thing as religious people refusing simple medicine for simple conditions because of their beliefs.

I would NEVER ingest any kind of oil made from cloves, I would not even use topically even if diluted 50-100 times. Clove bud essential oil is extremely dangerous when I shake my bottle open it and smell the opening with a deep breath and hold it in for 3-5 seconds I experience a wave of sensations that are very similar to being heavily drunk and smoking a large amount of indica cannabis, you really need be careful with clove it contains allylbenzenes and compounds that interact with them and their activating enzymes it contains to many potent actives to be safe to ingest just smelling the bottle is more than enough.

I do not apply kambo very often at all but the handful of times I did only one of them I did a pre-kambo enema for.

My memory is not 100% about exactly what I used but what I can remember is:
Place pink Himalayan sea salt in a 1-2L jar, maybe a teaspoon or two.

Then add desired essential oils the ones I used were lemon, peppermint, rosemary, myrrh. That is the ones I can remember but those are enough to accomplish your goal and likely beyond. I think it was like 2-5 drops of each and mix it into the salt pile and let it sit for an hour or two.

Then pour 1-2L's of boiling hot purified water into the jar add lid and shake vigorously for 5-15 minutes and let sit for 5 minutes after, before adding some or all of this to an enema bag first wait for it to cool to a temperature that is warmer than your insides but not hot enough to burn or flush you too early.

If you do this properly you can expect to feel like god for 3 days to a week or more, regardless if you use kambo or not.

When I first did this it dislodged massive physical blockages in my brain that I never knew I had until a few hours after doing this, I am talking about actual physical matter In the brain that does not belong not mental blockages.

Before my brain felt like a riverbed made of concrete and the fluids passing through it felt like sand, very unpleasant. After doing it my brain felt like a series of suspended fluids of different densities all moving in different directions all over the place freely amongst each other without resistance of any kind. Pretty sure it reset a considerable chunk of my brain, pretty much after doing it sensations and thoughts and imagination and essentially anything that made any part of the brain activate I would feel extremely clearly that exact location in my head activating and what direction it was flowing and what "flavour" the sensation was, and also each time this flow would be extremely strong oxytocin like electricity throughout the entire area of the brain this liquid-electricity was flowing through, so essentially every thought every consideration, every sensation every feeling for almost a week felt like a full body orgasms potency concentrated in whatever part of my brain was activated by the sensation or thought.

This last paragraph^ this event caused me to learn about brain chemistry in a direct hands on way through the language inside a language that was the plasma-like liquid electricity and the flavour of the orgasm like feeling it caused.

For maybe 2-3 weeks this persisted getting weaker every so many days until lit almost entirely stopped but there are positive changes that never went away, and that was well over a year ago.

Because of how potent all the sensations become it sort of wakes up both the observer and the experiencer at the same time and allows you to see beyond the fog of placebo and nocebo to know the reality of reality beyond duality. The way this clears the fog and things feel deeper and fuller and crystal clarity to thought and sensation will literally awaken the sleeping hyper genius in anyone who tries this enough times to get it working right, I never did an enema before but managed to get it working on my first try and I will mention that kambo did get applied after I did that enema but I highly doubt the kambo was key to this, if it was I used I think 3-5 dots on the tips of m fingers and I have done the same kambo treatment before 2 times and it never did anything like what the enema caused.

I am not saying kambo is not as amazing as what I experienced, I find the two experiences are similar but different, I find kambo to Be more body detoxing while I found this enema made me feel like all the negative physical matter inside my brain was expelled.

stomach and spleen are on the end of the thumb.

gallbladder and liver are on the end of the pointer finger.

small intestine and pericardium are on the end of the middle finger.

large intestine and lung are on the end of the ring finger.

bladder and kidney are on the end of the pinky finger.

i have an image that shows all these and lots more but it is to large file size to upload to this thread and i could not find it in google to link it.

so basically for these what you want to do is make 5-6 mixtures and each one is dedicated to 1 pair of 2 meridians, so at the end you should have 5-6 bottles and each bottle contains as many oils i outlined in my first post as you could get for the 2 meridians that bottle targets.

then you simply shake the bottle and dip 1 finger into the liquid then use the same finger on the opposite hand and rub those fingers together so you spread the oil all over the end of that finger on both hands.

to simplify that all you have to do is when you apply oil to the end of a finger also apply that oil to the same finger on the opposite hand.

once you apply a oil mix to both fingers you should let it sit for 5-30 minutes then wash it off with soap and hot water, you may need to wash your hands 2 or more times to get it all off, and even then you will sweat it out of the pores on your hands and the hands will smell a little like the mixture for day or more.


ATTENTION: this thread and the information i have posted in it right now is essentially capable of regenerating/repairing/healing/balancing almost the entire human body and almost every vital or major organ.

these targeted mixtures are essentially a cure all if you use them properly, if your body has 1 really bad problem that these oils do not cure right away keep taking the oil mixes as i have explained here because even if these oils cannot heal your specific ailment that does not matter because using these mixes as directed will heal your whole body and increase the efficiency of your bodies systems so strongly that the body will be able to overtake and repair whatever specific injury you may have.

this stuff in this thread will heal ALMOST everything, and the things it cannot heal it will instead heal every other part of your body so well that the other parts of your body will be able to heal the injury the mixtures could not. 

this is a list of what essential oils are best applied to each pair of meridians.

i may have already posted this list to this forum.

this list was made by compiling information from many sources and cross referencing it to get the most complete picture.

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Organ Meridian: Lung/Large Intestine
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Essential Oils:
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Cypress, Juniperberry,Pine, Clary Sage, Hyssop, Eucalyptus, Thyme, Frankincense, Teatree, Sweet Marjoram, Pinus, peppermint, inula
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Organ Meridian: Heart/Small Intestine
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Essential Oils:
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melissa, ylang ylang, anise, lemon verbena, rose
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Heart, Pericardium, Small Intestine, Uterus
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Palmarosa, Lavender, Ylang ylang, Rosemary, Lemon, Laurel leaf, Teatree, Spikenard, Ginger, Cinnamon, Melissa
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Organ Meridian: Stomach, Spleen
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Essential Oils:
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Lemon, Grapefruit, Lavender, Frankincense, Patchouli,
Geranium, Myrrh, Peppermint, Sandalwood, Fennel, Vetiver, Coriander, dill, roman chamomile, kewda
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Organ Meridian: Gallbladder/Liver
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Essential Oils:
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Orange Sweet, Bergamot, Grapefruit, Yarrow, Peppermint, Lavender, Roman Chamomile, Rose, Rosemary, neroli, rosemary verbenon, lemon
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Organ Meridian: Kidney/Bladder
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Essential Oils:
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Basil, Black pepper, Cedarwood, Juniperberry, Clary Sage, Geranium, Ginger, Roman Chamomile, Cypress, sandalwood
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Organ Meridian:
Umbilicus/Diaphragm (triple heater/paricardium)
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Essential Oils:
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inula, lavender, ud, frankincense, spikenard
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Heart, Pericardium, Small Intestine, Uterus
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Palmarosa, Lavender, Ylang ylang, Rosemary, Lemon, Laurel leaf, Teatree, Spikenard, Ginger, Cinnamon, Melissa
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you would probably be able to ignore it and your body would heal the issue on its own if you were not feeling the pain that causes you to focus on the injury i have found this to often be the case.

you need actual REAL pain relief and strong pain killers will not provide this, the only way to actually overcome and kill the pain is to make yourself adapt to an even greater level of pain and then the initial injury will barely be felt and the loss of focus on the injury will allow the system to properly heal it for a number of reasons one being because the mind and emotions will not be sapping resources from the body to deal with the negative feelings brought on by the constant awareness of the injury from the pain.

a good way to do this is making a schedule of back and forth usage of kappa agonists and mu agonists (or the healthy option is to substitute the mu agonists with exercise instead), when you use them in an alternating pattern they increase one anothers potency and if you use the right agonists at the right doses with the right timing you can get to a state of not being able to feel pain at all for weeks at a time, and when you cannot feel the pain your body then has a massive influx of resources to divert into healing the actual injury instead of having to spread its resources to thin trying to deal with the pain and the emotional drain it induces at the same time.

mu agonists would be substances that induce a short lasting pain relief that is from an exogenous source, but in the long term they lower your pain threshold. the point of using them is not for the pain relief it is because they upregulate kappa receptors (increase the long term potency of kappa agonists by increasing the number of kappa receptors).

kappa agonists are substances that induce long lasting upregulation of the receptors that exogenous mu agonists often over-activate, this causes your body to raise its pain threshold long term.

the goal is very little mu agonism in between very often and very high dose kappa agonism. (start low with kappa agonism and work your way up to high dose kappa agonist intake).

another way of looking at the end goal is that you want high levels of mu receptors(long term) so normal endogenous endorphin activity is enhanced to the point of theraputic grade pain relief without the debilitating tolerance mu agonists induce.   

salvia is a potent kappa agonist but it is not ideal because it also hits things that reduce the good the kappa agonism would cause, what you want is something that is only kappa and also concentrated like peppermint essential oil, topical use is usually fine or inhalation, some brands are safe mixed with peanut butter sublingually or orally. you want a mu agonist that lasts 30 minutes ideally, peppermint oils kappa agonism lasts around 1 hour, from a state of total abstinence and sober at around 1 hour after taking 1 drop of peppermint oil sublingually with peanut butter you will begin to experience upregulation of your mu receptors that is quite noticeable because of natural everyday endorphin activity will be much much more pronounced, in fact most people have no clue what endorphins actually feel like on a totally endogenous level until they experience the kind of upregulation that peppermint oil can induce.

i have experienced terrors from peppermint oil that salvia is incapable of touching (mind you that was several high doses of peppermint), because salvia hits enjoyable receptors that reduce its tolerance reversing effects and suppress its kappa agonism from reaching to far, peppermint oil does not have these limiters it is pure kappa so you can go as far as you can handle if you are patient and re-dose peppermint every hour and a half or every 2 hours, 1 hour after dosing peppermint you want to dose a mu agonist that is short lasting like 30 minutes tops but only do this every 2nd peppermint dose. (or you can just exercise instead of taking a mu agonist, it is a much better option).

actually to be entirely honest i do not use mu agonists aside from the occasional beer, instead i just do exercise as a healthier alternative. the slow breathing i mentioned is a great example of a good physical exercise the idea is to take peppermint oil then exercise for like an hour or two then take it again and keep repeating this pattern, i find actually taking a mu agonist to cause negative drag on the long term goal of pain free you are aiming for essentially they might help a little in the short term but for the most part they are just a set back long term.   

exercise acts as a potent endorphin releasing agent that agonizes mu receptors in a much more healthy manner than exogenous substances that agonize mu.

i have mentioned some of these receptors because the entheogens have shown me that some of the receptors themselves are the actual entities and the plants are often just there to translate what our inner realities are trying to communicate to our directed awareness, in no way am i saying the medicines are not alive, what i am saying is it is a congregation of different entities some of them are inside of you some of them are the plants some of them are the entities that cause the plants to incarnate in the form they do as a communication medium into dimensions that ordinarily would not be communicable with (as in gifts from outside the 3rd dimension reaching in to help us, often at their expense).